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Chinese Maternity Hospital

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 28, 2006


I am not sakai.
It is a big modern building I tell you. Not the typical small small wooden house. =P

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A day with books, and only books~

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 27, 2006


WAAAA… soooooooooooooo boring! I’m so so so left behind in studies, so… no choice but I have to stay together with the books.
ARGHHhhh~ I hate the girl staying next door! So so ignorant, so so inconsiderate!~ noises, noises, and more noises! Go la, go la, go wear your high wheels ‘ki ko ki ko’ and go pakto with your bf la, why stay in the room?! Grrrrrrrrrr…………………
I miss my old neighbor so much! Hui yun hui yun, I MISS YOU! Hui yun always came find me chit-chating. Relax for a while, then she would go back to her own room, and both of us would continue with our own stuffs. While watching movies or listening to musics, hui yun would come my room and ask, ‘Is it too loud?’
Well, face the reality, I know hui yun is not reading my blog! bleks!
No more mood to study la… not sleepy yet la… no friend to chat with la… what should I do?

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工作天

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 26, 2006

一天又这样就过了。虽然总希望时间能更快的过以便我能尽快与姐姐们见面然后再回家,但。。。总觉得过得很不实在,一点都不充实!

今天都在工作中度过。算算,今天的工作时间让我赚了RM24,但工作量却让我累得很。事实上,我可以放慢动作,就不那么累了。但,习惯了快啊!我受不了让自己看着时间那么浪费着。结果,做完了一些工作,上头派另外的工作;做完了这一份工作,上头再派另一份。。。至到我下班。嘴巴不停的说:“做完了?这么快啊?”知道我快就让我休息一下嘛!他根本看不下我坐在那休息!

为了那RM24,一天的时间就没了!不值,对吧?如果我现在闲得很,总是吃饱没事做,那就另当别论。但,事实上,我有多得很的事情,它们都在等着我一一把它们解决掉!看吧!我那天还考试不及格!

三姐那天说:“什么?!你还在工作?你自己衡量吧!为了那一点点的钱,值得吗?”赫赫,浪费了家里那么多钱,我多内疚!想有一些些的补偿。可是,听了姐那么说,自己也思考了些,觉得。。。这一点都不值得。有了决定却不知怎向上头开口,店里最近似乎很缺人呢!结果,刚刚工作时真的太累了,受不了了,一有机会就向上头说了。

刚刚将近放工时间时发生了件不愉快的事哦!就有个黑人进来从自动器那买了杯热咖啡,要我把桌子上的东西收拾收拾。我工作的地方是个24小时的杂货店,就类似7/11的。而我的工作是复印文件,有时没东西印时就帮忙收拾店里的东西。我也不知它的目的是什么,店里就摆了个小桌子和几个椅子。上头就常和他的朋友坐在那聊天看电视,员工也在那用餐。那时桌子就遗留着上头和朋友们的茶壶及茶杯。好吧!我就帮帮忙收拾桌子。

喝完了咖啡,那黑人就把他的垃圾留在桌上了。

过了一阵子,那黑人又回来了!一进门就大呼小叫的,指着桌上他之前留下的垃圾问上头:“那是什么?”

“垃圾啦!那是什么?”上头根本不大要理会他。

那家伙就“come on … come on… bla bla bla”的,示意上头把桌子弄干净。一个大男人怎么会亲自弯下身为这黑人学生擦桌子呢?所以,我就中遭啦!

就快手快脚的把桌上的垃圾丢了,然后离开。 结果这家伙还没完没了。

“Hello… hello… clean the table…”还加上动作呢!示意我拿块布把桌子擦干净。

“我看你还是把他赶出去吧!”上头的朋友与上头说。

算了,好人做到底。就到柜台找布块去了。找不着,上头就让我到后头的储藏室找。也找不着。出来时看我没拿布块,那黑人不停的摇头。(现在才知道咖啡有让人high到不停摇头的地步呢!)然后问我:“你是中国华人还是马来西亚华人?”天啊!他竟然问这种问题!这是个超敏感的问题也!你有是谁啊?凭什么回答你的问题?赫。。。我瞪了他一眼,没回答!他就转移目标,问我上头去了。

“马来西亚华人。”

“噢!马来西亚。。。”然后也不知怎的。。。就开始骂我了。那真的是骂!很大声的骂!

他可把我惹火了,就与他骂起架来了!我骂架不无理取闹,不乱骂。无理取闹的乱骂就像他,像狗吠!

“这根本不是我的分内工作,我的工作仅是复印文件,我仅是在帮忙。。。”

还没说完,他就插说:“噢!你不是工作人员?”我不很明白他这句子所要表达的意思。句子看似他自知理亏了,同意不?但是,他还是用这那很大的声量啊!讽刺吗?

上头的朋友看不下去了,出声了。“OI! OI! JANGAN BISING!!SENYAP!!”就叫那狗别乱吠!

那狗根本不明上头的朋友在说什么,就问上头。(是嘛!狗又怎么会听得懂国语啊?赫!)

上头没回答。大家都没出声。那狗就自个儿在那傻笑。

这时就进来了一些顾客,又那么不巧是那狗的朋友。那狗又开始乱吠了。哈!在寻找自持者吗?

又一阵喧吵。“lagi mahu buat bising!”上头朋友再出击!

哈!那狗的朋友根本不想理。我也没理了,在帮顾客印文件了。

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之后那狗尝试与上头的朋友握手但被拒绝了。“Don’t play play!”这话还冒出上头朋友的嘴。他根本不会英语的嘛!

之后就一直听到那狗说抱歉,有没向我说我不知,因为我都没在看他了。

还了钱走时,上头还向他说谢谢!什么嘛!怎么这么萎缩?上头啊!别这样,我会瞧不起你!

之后就时间到了,该下班了!

“要回啦?”上头问。

“嗯!”

“你这么。。。这么。。。冷静吗?”他这问题还真把我吓着了!

傻眼看着他。

“你这么冷静。。。冷静吗?”

“不然怎样?”

回程中,想了很多。是啊!怎么我那么冷静?一刹那中,我确实是全身发热,心跳动得超快!是生气,也是害怕!就那一刻,那一下下,然后就没了。

太累了,我根本没力气生气了。再说,也许我习惯了吧!之前在咖啡厅工作时,情况更糟呢!今天的事件发生在上头和外人的面前,大家都看得很清楚,我根本就是池里的鱼嘛!咖啡厅蛮常发生这种需要我“背涡”的事情。发生事情而管理人又不想负者任时,我遭殃!顾客无理取闹时,也我遭殃!事情发生时,老板不会总是在你旁边,而他讲就的是服务。所以,你说吧!不我遭殃那谁啊?

写这么多不因我非常生气。只是,这事件确实让我想了很多! 写下来,让自己别忘记。任何东西,任何事件,久没做没发生,就会渐渐被遗忘。不想让自己往后再有机会因别人的过错而伤心,所以把这事记载于这。

想想,这种事会发生于较高级的工作吗?还是,这种狗仅专门欺负工作较没那么高级的工作人员?然后再想想,一些人怎么说话语气总是那么大?他是谁啦?就因你有那几个臭钱吗?你那钱哪来啦?靠你的劳力吗?靠你的脑力吗?赫!还不是从父母那来的!

生理失调,并不是女生的专利嘛!看,男生也有啊!嘿嘿。。。

其实,今天的事让我小开心了。以前的我,一定会因发生这种事而气愤,心痛,心情低落以一阵子吧!严重地还会让我感到压力而对工作有恐惧感吧!现在?我都不那么觉得呢!

好啦!太阳都快出来了!(我是说东马。嘿嘿。。。)得睡了!晚安了,什么人都有的世界; 晚安了,什么动物都有的世界!

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Bad luck gone

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 25, 2006


Teddy bear bag thrown, bad luck gone!

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Medan Tuanku

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 25, 2006

This is damn nice!! Someone, someone please bring me there at night!!


This makes me think of the life at beach. (influenced by a drama. hehe… ) They do not have mail box, all their letters are put outside, without worrying that some ignorant ones might take the letters away.

‘Bunch’ of the day, nasi lemak sotong. ok la… just that… the sotong too big liaw, I don’t like. Ended up eating 2 sotong nia, all others gone to Christina’s plate. keke… That’s why I was starving already halfway doing the toefl test and she was still full and could still feel the hot after the toefl.

Was at Medan Tuanku on 16th February to sit for the toefl test. Got 2 tests on the next day. Ended up, I flunk my BIO122 test.

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how many more weeks to go?

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 23, 2006

It’s still week 8 and I have already crossed it. Couldn’t wait… I just couldn’t wait until the semester ends!

Counting how many more weeks to go before I can meet my sister has become one of the things I will do daily, or at least once in 3 days nowadays. In case you don’t know, my sisters are coming KL when the semester ends.

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DIY-ed burger

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 23, 2006

Went out to meet the people from View Vacations Service for explainations about the package they offer for Redang Trip. Was a bit scared actually because the person was a guy and he was a peron I had never met before. Plus, he came at almost 12am! Luckily, there were activities going on at the pool, so there were lots of people around there. Anxiety was reduced then. Otherwise, the cafeteria is always very silent and has little or has no people around this kind of time. The pool is just opposite the cafeteria in case you are not from the same college with me.
See, now I’m very concerned about my safety! =)
Bought this after the meet. Can see from the outlook what this is? Hehe… a DIY-wraped chicken buger! The saler has given up the commercial type of wrapping paper which you could buy almost everywhere and switched to this tissue-paper-liked wrapping paper. I’m not so sure about the main reason for him to do so and I don’t care about it either. What’s important is I think that this kind of DIY paper is more appealing for me. The saler did make me smile, a truly smile from my heart when he was drawing the cute face on the wrapper. For me, it’s just like a blessing from him. And I know, he understood, and received my message when I put a great smile on my face.

A good start for me as I have taken the initiative to go and buy the food and eat it, especially at this kind of time. For your information, in the past few days, I only ate once within a day, that’s the dinner and consumed only Vico whenever I felt hungry. Plus, the food I ate was either instant mee or vegetarian food. There was even a day when I was working in the shop for the whole day without eating anything! I wasn’t so sure, and am still not, about the reason why I treated myself so badly like this, but… I just felt like doing so.

Consumed a glass of Teaccino also. See, I treat myself better now.

Pete Lin: The picture of two of us is powerful. =)

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To make myself happier

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 22, 2006

No no no… I don’t want to be in such a bad mood, to be so down in such a long period of time…

Thinking to do something to make myself happier…

Here it comes… putting up a picture I like… hehe…

Old old old friend… good good good friend…

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做个聪明的好人

Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 22, 2006

充足的理由。
就因刚好有空余的时间,来个特意刁难。
非常非常努力的在说服;非常非常努力的在挽救。
无效。
急了,哭了,
也就答应了。
无门可进。
就因样子好欺负,再来个特意刁难。
倦了,躁了,大声回顶!
也就草草了事了。
发生问题。
就因在场,无故受气。
柔和的语气,解释了再解释。
再来个样子好欺负,声量不断提高。
人类啊!适而可止!
最近发生的一些事情,让我想起了之前一个姨姨所说过的一句话。
“记得以后不要做好人,好人短命。”
当时听了,觉得蛮有道理的。环顾周遭,善良的亲戚有好几个都是短命的。不过,不轻易放弃自己的观念,还是继续当自己认为的好人。讲话做事都得小心,尽量别伤害别人。
结果,看吧!
我礼貌的回应别人,别人却把我当傻瓜欺负了!
同事说:“你太冷静了。”
是啊!就因努力的让自己冷静,别人就把我看成好欺负了!
发泄的对二姐说:“以后真的不要做好人了!做好人都被人家欺负!”
姐说:“不是不做好人,而是要做个聪明的好人。”“你太不会保护自己了!”
好吧!我决定了。我要做个聪明的好人!我要学会保护自己!

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Posted by ycfoo 于 二月 21, 2006

很累,很累,我真的很累!
仅短短的两个星期,却发生了超多的事情。
悲哀啊!都是些不好的事!
我都不知自己是怎么熬过来的。

你有试过吗?
你面前有好多好多的事情。
当你冷静的一一面对时,另一件件的紧急事件却在这时打击你!
一件,两件,三件。。。。。。它们同一时间找上门,还要你立刻“服侍”它们!
我根本没时间让我的心平复下来,再慢慢一一对付它们。
心在绞痛时,泪在往内流时,狠狠的把自己抛到现实面前了。
无可选择,唯一的选择。

别告诉我它们仅是个过程;
别告诉我它们将是可贵的经验;
别告诉我它们。。。。。。
那都是些慰籍的话,我最清楚。

有变得更强吗?我不知道。
我只知道,我很累!
我只知道,我很辛苦!
我只知道。。。

泪流满面了。
不写了。
“紧急事件”被解决了,后面却还有排山倒海的工作。

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